i dont feel like studying. i just want to write..

I watched you give away every flake of your heart of gold
Like watching the petals fall and mark a dying rose
They flitter to the ground like an airplane spiraling
Scraping against thorns engraving love letter apologies

We both know, God don’t make life easy, He makes it possible
Grit your teeth, dig in your nails, climb the obstacles
Cause though right now, we pull our hair out like grenade pins
There’s more to life than just waiting for the explosion

You were built to care, through the dark you shine for everyone
So scarred by the past, but you fake that smile for anyone
Too scared to cut the lights, but too brave to hide and run
You froze your tears with your heart and loaded them into a gun

That you hide in the shadows of the glow you emit
Bawl and throw fits under the cover of blankets
It hurts to know the truth, behind your shadow puppetry
Everyone will want an encore of the lies that you’re marketing…

Sometimes I wish the wind would carry you off the cliff you stand by
And smother you in the waters that wave greetings of goodbye
Just so you wouldn’t have to live the way you do
You’ll burn out for the sake of others and forsake you…